Check out Part 1 and Part 2!
Part One has a great overview of what Dressing Your Truth is, and Part Two goes into how understanding her nature and dressing accordingly has created some aha! moments for her.
This is one of my favorite sections:
I am not a "textbook" Type 1 - what I call bouncy balls and fireworks. Rather, I describe my energy as "a dreamer, head in the clouds" energy. It is still a very light, airy, full of ideas energy - but it also has a soft, gentle, graceful element to it. Think Belle in Disney's Beauty & the Beast. Thinking of it in that way allowed me to start to truly accept and embrace this part of my nature in a way I hadn't been able to before.
I love that! The way she expresses her bright animated energy is influenced by a secondary soft subtle energy which makes it not quite as in your face as the Type One description sounds at first. I didn't believe I could be a Type 1 because I didn't feel extroverted and loud and flashy enough. But I'm my own kind of Type 1! Although I loved the comparison to Belle, but my mind instantly went to another of my favorite fictional heroines, Anne of Green Gables!
I have to say since purging my closet of the black clothes and dark shaded/rich golden colors and bringing out and wearing my clothes with colors that pop, I've felt more me than I have in years. The excitable bouncy clapping singing dancing joyful sublime silly whimsical me! It may sound strange, but just changing the way I dress and accepting my bright animated nature has been deeply healing for me. I don't have to censor myself and be more "grown up" or serious or somber than I am. I don't have to beat myself up for not being someone else.
This is only one facet of my recovery from depression and anxiety. Going public with my problem was one important step. Deleting doomsday-type websites from my favorites and blogroll is another. Meditating on Scripture and going through Celebrate Recovery to keep my focus on Christ as my source of hope and truth is the foundation of my recovery.
All those intersected on Thursday. One of my favorite verses is Zephaniah 3:17, and at a friend's suggestion I meditated on it Thursday night while singing "Revelation Song" at Celebrate Recovery. God gave me a vision of me worshiping in the Throne Room and Him delighting in me living as who I was meant to be, and tears flowed and a burden of fear and anger lifted off my heart.
And, in the midst of it all, God is showing me a new path for me to embrace my passion for breastfeeding advocacy. But that's another story for another blog post.